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Fri, Mar. 11th, 2005, 10:27 pm
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This week went by super fast...

Umm... okay, UPDATE
~Monday and today I stayed after to work out... Sara and Ashley did too for the first time *finally*!!

~This week, Trisha got her liscense, CONGRATS girl, now you can go anywhere, anytime (with me!)

~Last night I worked... and work stunk, like always.

~Today was fun. I got to miss 4th and 5th hour so that I could go to Bartlett Elementary and read to little kiddies. That was super fun, and it was great to miss class! 

Let's see... I haven't really done much this week. I never do anything durring the week in case you didn't notice. It's the weekend that counts.

So this weekend, starting tomorrow, is supposed to be pretty good. I might go to that skatepark that used to be Vans- it's now called modern skate- tomorrow (FRIDAY), if I can get a ride and in order for me to skate there, I've gotta get a form signed by my parents. Ugh. But I'm supposed to go there for sure with a couple of people {Jason, Sara, maybe Ashley, Anita, Joey}on Saturday night, after work...

It'll be cool but I really need to practice before we go, coz my skills in skateboarding are lacking right now...

As for Sunday, I figured I would hang out with my two really really really good friends-Bridget and Tanya- but I need to call them (I was supposed to call them last weekend but I never did). If that doesn't go through, I'll find something else to do I suppose. :)


Here's some old pictures lol! I just found them but they're like super cool so I'm posting them.


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Sun, Mar. 6th, 2005, 08:02 pm

It's fucking beautiful outside... but all the pics I have are inside

Today was so nice that I...

-Went to work,

-Ran 2 bloody miles with my dog and died,

- Took out my skateboard for the first time since Winter hit (finally!)


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Fri, Mar. 4th, 2005, 10:26 pm
This friggin sucks.

Okay so today I found out even more horrible news. Ashley and Sara are moving in less than 2 months. It feels like someone ripped my heart out, and left me here to bleed... 

God. So today me and Ashley went to the mall. Her birthday is tomorrow and she's having a birthday thing, but it's not a party- we're just supposed to go the movies and go out to eat- at Red Robins. She got Bambi from her mom for her birthday. Hahaha. (good times)...  And today I got her an 18th birthday gift- even though it was cheap, she picked it out. It's two guitar 'best friend' necklaces. I know it's tacky, but I'll always wear it and remember her when shes gone. I also took her out to pizza if that counts for anything.

And I've come to the conclusion that...

I'm going to die when Sara and Ashley move. Me and Sara and Ashley- we're all so tight. They're one of my very very closest friends. My mom had a totally crazy idea today-- since they have to leave around May 1st- and probably wouldn't get their credits for the school year, my mom is thinking about having them live WITH US if their parents move to Louisiana.... so they can aquire their credits for the school year. haha. My mom still has to run that idea by my dad though. It would be so cool, but so wierd. Hahaha. Just today Ashley and me talked about how wierd it would be for her to live with my "Russian parents." I doubt it will happen but I will be so happy if it does.  We have an extra room- the guest room- that's where they would stay.

Psssh. But I might as well not get my hopes up. I will remember everything. I will make our last 2 months together great. Now I have to go cry. hahah. Not. But this really does friggin suck.


I have some pictures that I would like to share, of the guitar 'best friend necklace,' but none of Ashley- I'll post them tomorrow.

Sat, Feb. 26th, 2005, 11:09 pm
Just an update.

Another weekend already almost down.


But we get Wendsday off which is so good because I need a day off. Wrestling competitions are so much fun. I got to tap the ref out today. It was tight coz usually only the team members of the hosting school can do it.

Maybe I'll join wrestling next year...    or maybe not.


Fri, Feb. 18th, 2005, 07:53 pm

So I saw the hottest movie. Well, I saw the ending. To Troy! Great movie. And Brad Pitt. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

That's one hott guy. He's like Orlando Bloom + Johnny Depp x 100

Yea he's like better than Johnny Depp and Orlando and any other hott guy out there. Whew. Now that I'm done with that, I have to post some pictures. lol. He's definetely not the same with short hair. Not even close. Oh yea, the movie itself was excellent too. Hollar if you think he's a hottie.

Muscles. Oh maan the muscles.

I also saw the Notebook three times. I cried only the first two times. lol.

We also went to the movies this week. We saw Hitch. Great movie.

Tue, Feb. 15th, 2005, 10:44 pm

You know what's the coolest game ever??????

PAPER MARIO for Gamecube!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I played it all night, until 6:00 in the morning. Then, I went to sleep and didn't wake up until 4:00 today. How crazy is that? I tell you, I'm seriously addicted. I'm in my pajamas right now. I just realized I haven't changed out of them all day. Wow.

I feel like one of those nerds who plays videogames all day. Guess that's what I am. I have like a shrine around my gamecube in my room. I have 3 blankets, a bunch of pillows, and a whole tub full of snacks and food.

I admit it. I have a problem. Hahah. Now I have to go back to it.

Oh yea, isn't today Valentines?? <3 My parents gave me 2 heart shaped boxes of candy!!! Yea!

By the way, this weekend was really sucky. I had to stay at home the whole weekend because I was sick. Except for work. Bleh. But this weekend is going to be much better.

Mon, Feb. 14th, 2005, 02:40 pm

Tue, Feb. 8th, 2005, 04:40 pm

Update: I'm feeling really tired. Like my head hurts really badly. I can't think in school. I'm probably going to go straight to bed after this.

Is it just me... or is the whole week completely pointless until the weekend? My weeks go by so slow, and then the weekend is the only thing that keeps me going until the next. I don't think there's anything wrong-- but school is such a waste of time... except for passing time.


A poem by Jewel...

The woman sitting next to me
in IB has burn marks on her hands.
As she sleeps, I let myself stare
trying to figure out
if it was a cooking accident

She boarded quietly,
but her eyes
grazed me with
malignant anger.

She is awake now.
I turn away,
look out the window.
Reaching for the phone
the sleeve of her business jacket lifts, revealing
a neat row of round burn makrs
all up her forearm.

Was she hurt as a child?
Was it a late husband,
mean boyfriend, crazy sex fetish?

I try to catch the title
of the book she's reading
for clues.

It's just some mystery novel.

I can tell
I'm making her
I go back to my writing.

She looks so hard-
like a lot of women in L.A.
Dark secrets hunting her insides
softness sucked out,
a deep sadness in her eyes.

We are currently doing poetry in English... It's so much more inspiring than anything else we've done. I have to admit though, I am not one to write it.

Well, here's my English poem, which I created for my homework just now.



I looked down and saw

Them everywhere.

Each reflected

A part of me.


I saw when I was

Ten years young

Not knowing



I came and went.

Each year new faces

Would arrange themselves

In my memory

For many to come


I remembered

When I was young

Then like the puddle

I got bigger



And no longer was I





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Mon, Feb. 7th, 2005, 09:34 pm


My cool picture...Collapse )

Mon, Feb. 7th, 2005, 09:11 pm
More pics... In case you didn't get enough the first time LOL

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